Demons Lyrics

Demons in my memories

They've become the centerpiece

When they gonna bury me

When they gonna watch and see

They just wanna see me bleed

Like they're watching on the screen

Everybody watches dreams

But they don't get to live and breathe

Got a Glock while I got my hand on the bible

Crimson night bloody walls not a holy child

People think I'm lying but they don't see through the smile

Stress been adding up just like a body pile

They saw me crawling

Now I am balling

Sick of all the talking

Don't think that I'm ever stopping

I'll just keep on rocking

Until I'm in a coffin

If people come a-knocking

A gun is what I'm cocking

Feel my mind is leaving

Why am I always dreaming

Shadows that I'm seeing

Past is always fucking creeping

I can see my history

My past don't mean shit to me

But the voices in my head are trying to teach me differently

They want me to hurt

With suicide I flirt

I'm just a kid but I know what life is worth

You don't get a break from it

You don't get to pay for it

This is just a game and we're all playing it

I got one chance to show on why I'm making it

I can only show my demons all of them are breaking in

I will not continue if I ever start faking it

Junkie rhymer it's as if I had been lacing shit

Trying to teach these people but their cigarettes are staying lit

Coughing up the blood and flem it's all up in their spit

Wanna understand why these people talking all that shit

I could say something but I'm more mature so that's just the way it is

I'm in a disconnect

Ain't nobody hear me yet

Keep on finishing my set

Move my hand to a different fret

If you knew me then you would've already placed all of your bets

People don't even know so I'm finding the real ones instead

Demons in my memories

They've become the centerpiece

When they gonna bury me

When they gonna watch and see

They just wanna see me bleed

Like they're watching on the screen

Everybody watches dreams

But they don't get to live and breathe

Got a Glock while I got my hand on the bible

Crimson night bloody walls not a holy child

People think I'm lying but they don't see through the smile

Stress been adding up just like a body pile

It's a war inside my head it's only my survival

Everybody want me dead this song is my revival

I'm so lost in suspense and waiting for a rival

I can't see through the white cause my world is so nival

Seeing all these people man it really is an eyeful

But I'm focused on the plan that's going through devisal

Death is truly infinite his role is in reprisal

I wrote this song ten times it's been through revisal

I've been using all my ink and it's making me smile

Cause tattooing this paper is one of my favorite trials

People see me growing and they going through denial

Bury all my burdens underneath the dirt and tile

Everyone's disgusted when they looking through my file

Looking at me with a grin like It was in style

I've been through the wringer and I walked a hundred miles

I ain't the same as everyone but I'll still throw a smile

I got my demons

Seeing what I'm seeing

Controlling all my feelings

But they're packing up and leaving

I'm going to keep on dreaming

Protect myself from bleeding

You can only understand if you breathe how I'm breathing

Demons in my memories

They've become the centerpiece

When they gonna bury me

When they gonna watch and see

They just wanna see me bleed

Like they're watching on the screen

Everybody watches dreams

But they don't get to live and breathe

Got a Glock while I got my hand on the bible

Crimson night bloody walls not a holy child

People think I'm lying but they don't see through the smile

Stress been adding up just like a body pile