Origins Lyrics

If I could I'd take it all back

There's something wrong with my syntax

And you weren't even supposed to see that

If overweighted all the ways that you perceive me now

And everybody wanna rehash

Like we're living in a rehab

It wasn't even like that

But now I'll never live this down

And if the writing's on the wall

How could I see it if I'm falling on my sword

O it's the saddest soul

I'm overly focused on all of my flaws

And I've lost confidence in everyone

The thing I want most is the hardest to come

Everybody's got something to say

The sum of my pain is a price I can't pay

And I feel all alone

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate that you don't

You said you love but where you at

You don't call me, you don't text back

You can forget whatever we had

It's all over now

And everybody got a comeback

So cool with your funny act

But every joke I make, makes you mad

Why is everybody so freaking mad

And if the writing's on the wall

How could I see it if I'm lying on my sword

O it's the saddest soul

I'm overly focused on all of my flaws

And I've lost confidence in everyone

The thing I want most is the hardest to come

Everybody's got something to say

The sum of my pain is a price I can't pay

And I feel all alone

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate that you don't

I'm sorry, don't be so angry

I'm trying to be the best version of me

And I'm failing and robbed of my sense of belonging and now

I fear there's nothing left to save

That it would matter anyway

I guess the writing's on the wall

It's the saddest soul

I'm overly focused on all of my flaws

And I've lost confidence in everyone

The thing I want most is the hardest to come

Everybody's got something to say

The sum of my pain is a price I can't pay

And I feel all alone

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate that you don't

And you won't

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate that you don't

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate that nobody does

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate that they won't

It's not that I don't love me

I just hate everyone