Addict Lyrics

In love with this feeling

You give me this healing

Plus I found you appealing

Now it's you that I'm needing fiending

I know you've been misleading

Some points in my life you've been leading

For you all the lying in the past deceiving

Being desperate using and stealing

Provided some clarity self revealing

You always help with the bleeding

For my soul I'm feeding

My depression it's concealing

When I fail you make me feel I'm succeeding

With you on this journey I keep proceeding

What you call the limit I'm always exceeding

If I don't stop it'll be what stops me breathing

I was wondering lost

When I first had it

Reached out to grab it

From habits come addicts

I've got to have it

It's more than a habit

I just can't refrain from it

Because I'm an addict

I was down and broken

When I first had it

Reached out to grab it

These bad habits make addicts

I know I've got to have it

It's clear that it's a habit

I just can't resist it

Maybe I'm an addict

This is not the life you want

I never wanted to chose you

But I don't want to lose you

So I continue to use you

And the way I misuse you

I constantly abuse you

I don't seem to reduce you

continuing to excuse you

Believe me inside deep down

I really want to quit

But I can't help myself do it

Keep coming back to it

This world has really fucked my brain

Now I'm stuck with this pain

I need this little escape

To stop me going insane

I was wondering lost

When I first had it

Reached out to grab it

From habits come addicts

I've got to have it

It's more than a habit

I just can't refrain from it

Because I'm an addict

I was down and broken

When I first had it

Reached out to grab it

These bad habits make addicts

I know I've got to have it

It's clear that it's a habit

I just can't resist it

Its like I'm an addict

All the time I've lost

Since I first had it

Reached out to grab it

From habits come addicts

I've got to have it

It's more than a habit

I just can't refrain from it

Because I'm an addict

I was down and broken

When I first had it

Reached out to grab it

These bad habits make addicts

I know I've got to have it

It's clear that it's a habit

I just can't resist it

I'm an addict