From Grief And Despair Lyrics

Don't look here

I'm not here

Don't look me

I'm not here

Don't look me!

I'm not here!

Don't look here!

I'm not here!

Wasting all I got for, recognition not reckoning

(I'm not)

Wasting all is left for, retribution not deception

You've got this wrong wasn't trying to put you on doubt

Your debs and downs gotta pay them with your own hope

You've got hell of a collection

Was really it your intention?

You spend your life living under the fucking couch

While we're all here trying just to work with what we have

And you call that a connection?

Feels more like a wrong deception

From my fucking life

I tried to end it all

Is just that I am not enough

I disappointed you all

But I wont keep this lie

Is just that I'm not what you expected

You barely try and surrender as just starts

Now try to fix it as should fix your fucking life

'Cause everything is a mess now

I can't keep looking at you down

You're a disappointment a deception that ruins my smile

I can't help feel pity, 'cause just mercy I ran out of

I know it's not your intention, but what else should I try to mention?

From my fucking live

I tried to end it all but it didn't mind

Please give me a break

Please say something nice even just for once

I wanna feel that I am fine

I disappointed you all

But I cant keep this lie

It's just that I'm not what you wanted

I'm a deception, a deception!

A disappointment, just a deception!

A fucking mess of what you expect!

Can you say I am enough?

Just for once am I enough?

Can you say I am enough?

Just for once I am enough

I am dreaming just a nightmare

Please just wake up, get the hell out

Nightmare an illusion

Please just wake up, get the hell out

I can't keep this

I can't feel this

I can't leave this

God I am done