If Not To Make Change With / Supernova Lyrics

Time to let disguises fall

It's time to let disguises fall

It's time to let disguises fall

Welcome in the rain will it wash it all away?

When it's time to let disguises fall

Will we lose it and the weight (way)?

Will our egos leave us chained ?

Clicked and suddenly I changed

Hard to pivot the right way when I've done so much wrong too long

At least I've come to recognize my faults

So it's time to let disguises fall

They say "You're a mess"

I say "What an understatement"

They say that "You're Blessed"

I say "Correct" as to embrace it

I say "What's a check without a proper bank to take it?

What's a dollar and a dream for if not to make change with?"

Mr. Mistake Maker time taker Walled Laker

Used as a guitar by my pops as the record player plays

But I'm here to set the record straight raiser of the stakes

In turn I'm burning pape' up this is not The Raise

Raising red flags more I should've saved

Saved myself the trouble had I paid it forward

Like my journal paper torn

Money's needed sure

but if it's not well spent then what's it really for ?

You can not walk in my Birks you flop flip

These days I'm a reserved type not in a moshpit

At least I'm living honest you live in the comments

Take after my pops in the way I'm Joshin'

Mom was born 77' uh' Luka Dončić

Hearts amongst the hardened Houston Rockets

But I'm more like André 3k on the Flint Tropics

With a new move that they just can't stop

They say "You're a mess"

I say "What an understatement"

They say that "You're Blessed"

I say "Correct" as to embrace it

I say "What's a check without a proper bank to take it?

What's a dollar and a dream for if not to make change with?"

The other day I was just scrolling before something unexpected

Happened upon a video message that was said to be Prophetic

Claimed the rapture's coming soon it makes me wonder where I'm headed

With my Nanny up to Heaven or the opposite direction?

To burn like my incense is Eucalyptus scented

Picture through a sentence a young rap apprentice

Gifted with a pen a little rough around the edges

To himself he pledges to create something authentic

First I must repent How I acted was pathetic

The shame in me's imbedded self-inflicted limitation

Accused you I projected Of using me like Reddit

When I whine is it fermented ?

Yes I'm still doing it makeshift

Football meditation Cam went away in Missouri Education

Only back for vacations

Dyl's doing sports bets still do lunch with Mason

Maybe not as often more so on occasion

Busy at this age and so much has been changing

Turning like the page Bob Seger use to play on the radio station on the way to school

When my Dad would take me to

He graduated 92' I graduated 2019

Now I'm getting' faded on a Friday Evening

Looking in the mirror like I can't believe it

Falling to my knees like damn I need Jesus

Damn. I need Jesus

They say "You're a mess"

I say "What an understatement"

They say that "You're Blessed"

I say "Correct" as to embrace it

I say "What's a check without a proper bank to take it?

What's a dollar and a dream for if not to make change with?"

You're rocking pretty ice but you're pretty ice cold

Live a busy life busy missing phone calls

But what a night and what do I know?

Mean it's only right there's no tomorrow

Took it too far too out of control

You're a superstar you're ego can't be told no

Who's in charge does it have a hold

Doesn't know he's 'boutta blow supernova

Over and over Caught in the closure

He knows not a damn thing falling out I shouldered

Too much pleasure's pain my tolerance safe to say I'm lower

Waters worth more in a dry land than on a shelf on Wixom Kroger

As I cultivate in my heath wait on your ledger like a Joker

Too serious I'm said to be haha am I getting closer ?

To unraveling the mystery

if not to make change with what are my dreams for ?

Like Dan Campbell like a forth down

I think I just gotta go for it

(Got you're Virgo on my pinky ring)

These are memories you gave me in other words lyrics you're supplying

You've become like folklore I guess this is me trying

Fame I was eyeing without truly recognizing

The blessing was beside me the blessings are beside me

I come to you in soul search

A relic of my old church

Known for sayin' "Word"

That boy driven like a Chauffeur

Pedal like a rose ended up on Ashstan Rd

Knee bleeding flipped a bike

That was quite some time ago

That was quite some time ago

Now I'm flipping through these chapters implementing what I know

All while seeking what I don't and trying to let go damn

I make mistakes I look for grace

I say I'll change I never change

To some I'm known as Alex Lange

and others simply Al

Maybe you know me as Young Renegade

I've been away awhile child growing through the growing pains

I don't enjoy the crowd

Turning pages paper towel

Throw it in I've thought about it

What role can I play in making change ?

With your allowance

What have I to say for my mistakes ?

"They aren'y my proudest moments"

Seen em' slip away price I've paid more than college tuition

To remain in memory banks once recounted

Physically I'm pained mentally I'm melancholic

An optimist who's drained knowledge with age

But age ain't knowledge

All I want's redemption money and fame could do without it

Sure you're rocking pretty ice but you're pretty ice cold

Live a busy life busy missing phone calls

But what a night and what do I know?

Mean it's only right there's no tomorrow

Took it too far too out of control

You're a superstar you're ego can't be told no

Who's in charge does it have a hold

Doesn't know he's 'boutta blow supernova