Off Balance Lyrics

I spent so many days in shame

I can't escape

It's getting harder every day

To express the pain

I have a pen but its color is not right

It used to be blue but it's gotta be black as the night

I was your mule

But ran out of fuel

Throwing me off balance

Longing for acceptance

You're just making sure

I'll never sing the words

Each and every moment

You have been my owner

Never left your home

'Cause I'd be alone

It's like my heart's been split in two

And I no longer know what to do

Traded my sorrow for the guilt

But all I really want is that my soul will be still

Still there are some days I think of

What it's like waking up to find that

I have been wrong all this time

You were my king

And I was just a kid

Throwing me off balance

Longing for acceptance

You're just making sure

I'll never sing the words

We stay under covers

You have been my lover

Let the world spin round

'Cause we're underground