Anxiety//Shantina's Interlude Lyrics

Anxiety tryna ruin my day

I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say

Keeping on putting a smile on my face

Pushing through just one of those days

Pretending like I'm okay I need a break

Memories take me under trying to replace

Thoughts heavy on my mind I can't escape

Outside I look just fine look at my face

I got demons I've been seeking

Took my problems on the chin

It get Lonely when you healing

I've been grieving since like ten

Gotta gift I gotta use it speaking life into this pen

My emotions weighing on me losing weight I can't pretend

I'm not okay

I don't want to talk can you go away

You don't know me

I just might cry if you hold me

Playing phony

Trying to let go of the old me

Only if you really knew when you saw me

Anxiety tryna ruin my day

I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say

Keeping on putting a smile on my face

Pushing through just one of those days

Don't call me crazy

Thoughts inside my head going least eighty

Miles per hour I can barely focus am lazy

Living on the edge my sanity saying don't make me

Patience running thin I ain't got time to be debating

Going through some things I can't talk about

You don't get it

Sometimes I need you to just shut the fuck up and listen

Overthinking just to end up right

My intuition never let me down making peace with my decisions

Can you hear me now

I'll never say won't make a sound

Smile on my face to hide the frown

Sometimes I'm up

Sometimes I'm down

Sometimes I'm lost and can't be found

World on my shoulders coming down

So heavy when I'm overwhelmed

It get scary when I'm by myself

Anxiety tryna ruin my day

I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say

Keeping on putting a smile on my face

Pushing through just one of those days

Guess I'm having one of those days I can't explain it

I ain't saying I'm okay and I'm trying to fake it

You just want to make it better for me

Put a smile on my face but I can't let you in

Cause I don't have the space

So what do you advise

When there's an issue that I can't identify

And I don't have the words to tell you not to stay

But don't go but whether till im back together

It's not fair

It's not fair

It's just where I am

Right now