Spiderwebs Lyrics

Better alive or dead?

Put to rest

Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared

Say I’m depressed

Everyone I got left

Yeah yeah

I walk on spiderwebs in my head

Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead

I don’t do problems get put to rest

Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared

Everyone I got round just say I’m Depressed

Or should I say everyone I got left

I bet they love me if I one hit my Head

Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead

Why they want me to fail?

Why they want me to fall?

Why they act like they care

When they don’t love me at all?

Why they want me to fail?

Why they want me to fall?

Why they act like they care

When they don’t love me at all?

If they had they way I’d have been in a casket

I still ain’t ain’t gave em that satisfaction

I put them racing stripes on the Chevy

They know I got em that ain’t no Question

Been through a lot this ain’t my Profession

I get the drop I might leave a session

Gen 4 twenty Glock that’s a lethal Weapon

I be so caught up I can’t keep from Stressing

Fell out wit shawty don’t need all that Tension

I can’t apologize if I was serious

That’s like saying sorry that this how I’m feeling

I will not compromise what’s in my Memory

Mo’fuckas low down and straight up Admit it

Just gotta slow down peep game and You’ll hear it

I see what most don’t they know and They fear it

Fuck round and show mo’fuckas that Mirror

I’m too ambitious official and wit it

They talking slick from a distance i Don’t feel it

Don’t be surprised if I no longer visit

Don’t be surprised if it’s hard to get Wit me

Prayed God put eyes in my heart give It vision

Cause sometimes it’s hard to fight off What it’s feeling

Just lost in the dark hoping Somebody heal it

Same time if it saw what I saw it’ll Kill it

So just forget it

I walk on spiderwebs in my head

Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead

I don’t do problems get put to rest

Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared

Everyone I got round just say I’m Depressed

Or should I say everyone I got left

I bet they love me if I one hit my Head

Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead

Why they want me to fail?

Why they want me to fall?

Why they act like they care

When they don’t love me at all?

Why they want me to fail?

Why they want me to fall?

Why they act like they care

When they don’t love me at all?

Fuck what they gettin' I’m far from in Feelings

Really jus pissed gave my all and they Didn’t

They take shit and flip it y’all really Don’t feel me

Infiltrated my ship I went down they Was swimming

These bitches ain’t built how they Speak it in lyrics

I’ll count on my hand all the features I’ve given

For those I know really them others Just business

Don’t count on no plan hit the streets And I get it

Pain deep no river I’m talking like Star fish

I am not heartless I’m broken hearted

And I hear voices and I see corpses

Severe anxiety kill all the hard shit

Scars hold memories I ain’t passed

Darkness tends to be where I’m at

I got tendencies but I ain’t bad

I fight literally to keep them back

I keep my mind on the money and Focused

I don’t claim killa but trust I could hold It

Been in that field that ain’t shit I can’t Cope with

Only the drill homies know what’s Unspoken

Spoke to God many a nights

I’ve been so crossed that shit feel Right

Somehow my heart puts up the fight

Am I better dead or alive?

I walk on spiderwebs in my head

Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead

I don’t do problems get put to rest

Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared

Everyone I got round just say I’m Depressed

Or should I say everyone I got left

I bet they love me if I one hit my Head

Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead

Why they want me to fail?

Why they want me to fall?

Why they act like they care

When they don’t love me at all?

Why they want me to fail?

Why they want me to fall?

Why they act like they care

When they don’t love me at all?