Hard On Myself Lyrics

Just as summer's come and go,

These opinions getting old,

But winter's getting colder

The things that I hold on to, just to feel at home,

ain't bringing me much closer

I guess I gotta grow,

But I don't really wanna know

I wasn't as alone as I thought I was,

Putting on a show, just tryna get along

But these false pretences never hold up

I suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,

Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself

If I'm being hard on myself,

Would you be there to help, would you be there to help?

Aren't you getting hungry?

Think I need a hug please,

Think I need a second

Sometimes I'm not receptive,

I get lost in my perspective

Feeling a bit neglected when stories I tell get twisted

What's to be expected?

When I've been chasing indifference

Won't listen to any wisdom that pushes in,

Then I'm out

Missing wishes,

But until I'm unresponsive, I don't need me no more nonsense

Could I make it any more obvious now

I suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,

Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself

If I'm being hard on myself,

Would you be there to help?

I suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,

Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself

If I'm being hard on myself,

Would you be there to help?

Scars of my life that go unnoticed, yeah,

Try and be alright and smell the roses

It's one hell of a ride,

Hell of a ride

Yeah, we were trying to survive and I know you know this

As I quiet in my mind and I feel less hopeless

Hard to deny, just about getting by, yeah,

I suppose that's why

Suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,

Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself

I make it hard on myself, yeah,

hard on myself, yeah, be there to help.