I'm Trying (Outro) Lyrics

Throwing up, I'm so sick of me

Got no heart left inside of me

I'm addicted to that nicotine

Breathing in that anxiety

I've got to hold on

Just one more night, one more night

I've got to keep on

Just one more fight, one more fight

I try to move but I'm paralyzed, paralyzed

But it's a new day so I swear I'll try

But every time I try, I just seem to fail

Holding onto life, coasting off the rails

But nobody can help me

Lost inside my head, can't find my way out

Running to my death, where do I go now

This darkness overwhelms me

Someone help me

Feels like I'm dying

But I'm fighting

I swear I'm trying

I wish I was someone else

I don't want to, but I hate myself

I pray for my mental health

But is it working, I just can't tell

I don't want that opioid

Just to fill the void

I'm paranoid

So paranoid

I don't know why

I'm so dead inside

I need to take back my life

And I swear I try

But every time I try, I just seem to fail

Holding onto life, coasting off the rails

But nobody can help me

Lost inside my head, can't find my way out

Running to my death, where do I go now

This darkness overwhelms me

Someone help me

Feels like I'm dying

But I'm fighting

I swear I'm trying

Someone help me

Feels like I'm dying

But I'm fighting

I swear I'm trying