new recording 2 Lyrics

It's been a couple months, and I can't cope

The feeling of forgetness, it comes close

My memories are fading

I'm waiting for the moment that

I stop anticipating my death

Realizing that my mama need her son in good health

I been clouded no brent, it's more gray and foggy

Cold air, got nowhere to vent

That's why I stopped talking

Running till I run out of breath

The weed don't got me coughing

It's a lot of smoke in the air, I see it hit the mirrors

I don't even know who I am

Supposed to this big celebrity I told 'em bout

Nowadays, whenever I make music I just run my mouth

And you can tell that's its pain

Cause the next line don't even rhyme

Spent most of my days crying

One of them days, I should've went to a funeral

But I couldn't help but feel like dying

I wish I got to talk to you for one more time

So you can tell me shit gon' be fine

Too many nights I've laid

Asking god forgive me for the pain

That I caused on everybody that I made

A part of my life, and if they gone

I feel a change in the energy

If it ain't my childhood

Then fuck the past memories

Overdose on broken hearts and suicidal tendencies

This life ain't meant for me

So I should find something that meant to be

I'm tryna live, but

I can't take risks for my family

Conflicting disappointment is a

Nickname that I tend to be

But only I would say that phrase

Cause I know who I be and

How I usually am these days

I ain't got time to waste

It's almost two thousand and twenty-four and two thousand and twenty-six could literally Be in a couple days

The time limit, can't forget it

Cause its such a plague

I wanna live, I wanna die

It's back and forth these days

I wanna quit, I wanna try

It's nothing more to say

Except I should stop being a bitch and

Just enjoy my days

It all comes back to hurt me in the end

It all comes back to hurt me in the end

It all comes back to hurt me in the end

It all comes back to hurt me in the end

It all comes back to hurt me in the end