Pain Lyrics

My daddy thinks I don't love him

My mama thinks I'm a fool

Ain't spoke to my "friends" in months

And a year for them kids at school

Ain't happy to say I duck them I just ain't trying to be food

Am I therefore your enemy because I tell you the truth

Discerning me as insane do anything to refuse

Eternity to gain and not a lot more to lose

Got real sick of them burning me

Froze my heart inside a noose

Man I'm just glad God got me loose but when it thawed

Found out I'm still stuck with the

Pain pain pain

Why you want to live in fear

Can't see real it's smeared yeah yeah

Pain pain pain

You look too deep and that's on your God

Everything here's so clear

Heard old Timmy's on his side

He's been saying that the world's coming over

He must be out his damn mind

I miss the guy we knew before he got sober

Even then ya'll didn't care

I was down all ya'll did was stare

Can't come around weren't with me there

Can't make it sound it isn't fair

Know what I'm about you're gonna see I swear

Take that back though it's hard to forget

This strength in my back from God it's a gift

I'm breaking my slack though it's hard to relive

Yeah it's hard to forgive but I still do it

Because the darkness I been through

Wickedness I been fluent

Can't fool a mans mind who's been ruined

I was writing these lines in my bedroom

Seeing all these signs made my head zoom

Must be something divine that led him to Him

Just know that I'm fine

I'm just fed up doing what I know is sewing up

Pain pain pain

Please open up your ears

It all ain't what it appears yeah yeah

Pain pain pain

Ignorance don't reap and that's on my God

I don't want to share in those tears

The whole world is on it's side

Every moment the Day it only gets closer

We're all running out of time

The story awaits it's longly written closure