every popstar ft. Metraberryy Lyrics

Now I'm thinking what the hell

Make me feel like someone else

Get me out of my own shell

I Hope one day that I feel well

And we could be

Living so comfortably

Close my eyes and count to three

You always

make it look so easy

Got so high now I'm 6 feet under

Think about what happened last summer

Wondering if she missed me uhh I

Hate her now but I said I loved her

Tear it up now tear it up now fuck it

Starin up now starin up now but it

Doesn't feel the same as it used to be

All I do now is sit here uselessly

I remember it all

When I took the fall

When I felt so small like this

Why cant I take the call

I sit here and bawl

The lyrics I scrawl, reminisce

This is all up to me

And maybe I'll be

Alive in the morning tomorrow

I thought I was free

No, i'll never be

I guess i'll just drown in my sorrows

This isn't working out

This isn't personal

You shut me down

So I don't feel like I'm an individual

But then I'm the one freaking out

Filling up with trauma think I'll never get to let it out

This is what you want from me

I feel down like usual

Bring out all the worst in me

Then act like it's unusual

Feel the ups and downs

What makes you think I'll stick around

What's with the surprise when I want nothing more to do with you

I remember it all

When I took the fall

When I felt so small like this

Why cant I take the call

I sit here and bawl

The lyrics I scrawl, reminisce

This is all up to me

And maybe I'll be

Alive in the morning tomorrow

I thought I was free

No, i'll never be

I guess i'll just drown in my sorrows

I remember it all

When I took the fall

When I felt so small like this

Why cant I take the call

I sit here and bawl

The lyrics I scrawl, reminisce

I miss the rage