Smile On My Face Lyrics

Been two years but grandpa I'm still missin' u damn crazy

Had only one dream that was makin' u damn happy

Thru them fuckin' storms now I'm finally seein' changes

But it's still so hard to control rage

I heard people sayin' that the times gonna heal

But why the fuck this shit keep on hurtin' me still

When next year comes wanna know how I'll feel

Can I put a smile on my face and go chill?

This shit's curse of March I don't wanna face more losses

Not only my grandpa Lu and MJ I can't forget

First two weeks so hard I was thinkin' bout gettin' overdosed

Is they gonna smile? Nah wipe tears on my shoulder

I was posed to see him on that summer told him wait for me

But he couldn't take it long enough til stay wit me

Bitch it was a holiday in Korea like it's Christmas Eve

Soon it turned saddest day that I just wanna delete

Blood, sweat and tears I don't wanna shed 'em

Cuz I'm so sick and tired to make mess

For to cover up my pain I popped new Henny

Is there a chance to fuckin' reset?

Been two years but grandpa I'm still missin' u damn crazy

Had only one dream that was makin' u damn happy

Thru them fuckin' storms now I'm finally seein' changes

But it's still so hard to control rage

I heard people sayin' that the times gonna heal

But why the fuck this shit keep on hurtin' me still

When next year comes wanna know how I'll feel

Can I put a smile on my face and go chill?