Black Blood Lyrics

About ready for a burnout

Black hole in my chest now

Kind of numb can't feel wow

But it still hurts when I think about

Please dust settle feeling stressed out

Super tired won't sleep now

Getting so mad I just want to scream

But trying so hard not to make a scene

All the pieces broken deep inside of me

So bad go to therapy

Be patient it's a process

But I just want to see progress

Been struggling for so long

Must still be doing something wrong

Pessimism is a reflex

Got black blood pumping in my chest

Black blood it's super sticky

Everything that it touches turn to something icky

I don't mean to get dark

But I find it kind of tricky

I just want to tell that truth

Yeah this stuff is in me

Empathize

See it in my eyes

I'm tired of always wearing a disguise

This place that I've been in is dangerous

If you haven't been here take it from us

When you try to breathe in you get asphyxiation

Feeling too many feelings

Dissociation

Yeah it looks like the calm train has left the station

But look who just pulled up

Bus of frustration

You don't have a choice

You're going in

Deep isolation you can't bring your friends

You can try to tear your heart out and try to scream

But no one understands or knows what you mean

Whole life lacking dopamine

Serotonin oxytocin

Gray world all the color gone

Pitch black darkness with the lights on

Molten like lava burning in your core

Meltdown it's a detour

Whole body going off track

Wondering if I'll ever get back

Got lost in the brain fog

Like a bad car never pass smog

Trying so hard not to regress

But every single day put me to the test

Two steps forward twenty steps back

Can't stay encouraged believing that

Depression is a reflex

Got black blood pumping in my chest