i'm gonna thank myself later for leaving you Lyrics

Some day

I'm going to thank myself for leaving you

But right now

I'm hurting from the side effects

I don't want to break down

Suppressing emotions

I'm feeling iced out as the days go by

Lights go down

And I go home

I feel so alone

Alone

Do I just miss having someone to hold me

I wake up and you're not there anymore

I'm just so scared

I had a dream that you were still here but ooh

No baby you weren't here for me

Oh

You weren't here for me

So why the hell do I still miss you

I guess I just miss having someone to hold me

Some days I feel like I'm ready

Can I talk to someone new already

But my heart still feels so big and heavy

Told you I won't care seeing you with someone new and pretty

Know sometimes I can get so petty

It's the human me can't say I'm perfect

I know that we're still young and learning

Can I just admit that

I'm still hurting

It's the self love piece that

I'm still working

Turn my phone back on

Just to stop

Myself from lurking on you

I know that right now

Things may not make sense

Emotions comprehending

Going round and round and round

Least I know that I can breathe now

Count on me hold myself down

You'll miss me

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

Do I just miss having someone to hold me

I know you're going to miss me

I wake up and you're not there anymore

Oh babe

I'm just so scared

I had a dream that you were still here but ooh

No

No baby you weren't here for me

No you ain't

No you ain't

Oh

You weren't here for me

I wish you were

Wish you were

So why the hell do I still miss you

I guess I just miss having someone to hold me

Someone to hold me