coping mechanism Lyrics

(Trynna focus on my breathing)

Roll and light a spliff

Til' I set adrift across the sea

Without a ship

Flight was missed

Now I see my destiny

Ocean of darkness

No

Notion of caution

No

Closing the faucet

The emotion is constant

Drowning

Wait, I need a hand

Bound to fate

I need a plan

Crowd too late to seek some fans

Found some haze to feel again

Lungs congested

From the drugs ingested

Some bugs have nested

In the wrong direction

And it's from depression

Cause my mental's buggin, G

It can switch suddenly

From the shit I'm juggling

Anxious,

Feeling pissed off

Faithless,

Deal with it wrong

Tasteless,

Drink the fifth gone

Aimless,

Brink of lift off

Entree with some garnishes

What's on my plate astonishes

All families break their promises

To me, it's straight synonymous

I just make some soliloquies

Break down from no one hearing me

Wake up to my thoughts, eerily

Insane how much I'm fearing me

Fake it til' you make it, right?

Wake and bake

The Jay I light

Aching from the pain I fight

Hate the place I stay at night

David was so great and wise

Shaken from the day he died

Laid in bed

His face was white

"Save him, please!"

I prayed and cried

God, help my mama

She don't deserve this

The trauma served with drama

Makes me nervous

Searching for the purpose

Hurting, feeling worthless

Serpents on the surface

Lurking acting perfect

Working on diversions

Roll and light a spliff

Til' I set adrift across the sea

Without a ship

Flight was missed

Now I see my destiny

Ocean of darkness

No

Notion of caution

No

Closing the faucet

The emotion is constant