Sometimes Lyrics

There's a moment when all of it hits me

He is six thousand miles from here

And the sound of his voice breaks my heart

While I'm waiting for that special day

I should've kissed him harder

I should've pulled him in closer at night

But I can't love him any more than I do now

Still, my mind likes to put up a fight

Sometimes

I just want my best friend

Is it wrong to want him here on a Saturday night

But what I want is a fictional story

That I like to tell myself, sometimes

I should've went to the party

Instead of lying here in a slow mo

But sometimes those tears feel so heavy

That I'd rather cry than put on a show

Sometimes

I want to be the cool girl

Or maybe the tough girl

Unbothered and coasting on by

But what I want is a fictional story

That I like to tell myself, sometimes

I know if he was here

This would all dissipate, evaporate like it was some bad dream

But he's not, he couldn't be further

And so I arrive to the stillness

It's just me and the storm tonight

Sometimes

You can't catch a damn break

But these are the dealt cards

I might as well play 'em anyway

And sometimes

The movies are lying

And there's more to the story than meets the eye