im a heathen but i believe in demons Lyrics

I am a heathen and I got these demons

Demons

I am a heathen

Yea I got these demons

Cause there is no god to believe in

And I got this feeling

It's like I am dreaming

But I know that I am not sleeping

On all of these drugs I am tweaking

I'm plotting on robbing my plug to stop fiending

My life has no meaning

Precisely the reason that I am eternally screaming

Because of these drugs I'm internally bleeding

My heart is so numb and I hope it stops beating

I'm filling my lungs with that cigarette smoke and I hope I stop breathing

I'll always be scum when I'm railing that dope so I hope that I choke and I hope that my body starts seizing

I hope that I end up ODing

I hope that I take a bullet hole right into my head so my brain will start leaking

Fuck this isn't easy

Imma wipe all of my tears away

And I will pray for better days

Grandma if you are listening

Come and get me out of this misery

God damn

Right out this misery

I promised that I would see you again

You're one of the voices that have been stuck in my head

And this is how I know that my messages have sent

But every day I am waiting for death

And every day I am waiting for my life to come to an end

Because of all of this pain and regret

And every day I am always upset

I'm wondering what the fuck is coming next

Demons

Yuh

I am a heathen

Yeah I got these demons

Cause there is no god to believe in

And I got this feeling

It's like I am dreaming

But I know that I am not sleeping

On all of these drugs I am tweaking