Lonely Lyrics

When you think for yourself it usually feels like a curse

This is why I always write a depressing ass verse

Whether humans or aliens I feel alone inside this universe

And every day it's like I'm just getting worse

Was the kid in the class who was always picked last

And my fam don't understand why I should be sad

Like, a house, with food, and gifts supposed to make me happy

Treating my depression like it can be solved with a priest

I feel so lonely with people around me

I feel so lonely when I'm with me

Developed habits to put my mind away

But when I'm sober with my thoughts I just still feel the same

People got good intentions yet I think they don't mean it

So I push them all away and then blame them when they quit on me

I probably would have blown my brain out now

If you wouldn't be sad when I'm gone, this is why I'm so lonely

Lonely

Lonely

Lonely, I'm so

Got no one to call when I'm losing my mind

The people that I love never got no time

I'm feeling so lonely, I'm so lonely I'm so lonely

I kinda think that my friends have gone cold

Ever since I left the country I've been on my own

I don't miss the party vibes

I want that meaningful friend

People claim they want that but mess it up in the end

I need friends with big dream to fill up each others pocket

People taking me granted and see me as an object

Telling to let me know when you're back

So I can give this big list

Of the stuff that I should pay for like my bank account from Swizz

So don't ask why I never make announcements

You bad talk friends, when you should make endorsments

You'd ride in yatcts but you can't see me drowning

This is why I used to drink till morning.

This is why I'm gone now

Had to find my valor

Blood and Sweat for work then I cry in the shower

I gotta start over on my own

Even if I gotta be alone, is is why I'm sill lonely