I Wonder ft. Role Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder if a god really exist

I ain't mean no disrespect, god its just the way it is

And its just the way I think, I ain't got no one to blame

But I got so many questions, like why must we suffer pain

While a mom buries her child, another throws hers away

While a child loses their father, the farther the mother strays

From a bond that's built to last

While someone seeks education

Another gonna kill their class

Some brothers and sisters pass

Its tragic

I'm wondering, asking why you would ever let his happen

Why the wars and all the genocides

Got me questioning heaven, I'm sorry if I've strayed away

From praying to you everyday

Its not that I don't want to, my mind just been in a different space

I swear its been preoccupied

I'm crawling through the valley of the shadow of death while others walking by

Why do we ostracize, outcast, oppress one another

Some shit just doesn't make sense, cause when a bullet hits the flesh

Our bodies bleed the same color

So hatred comes from the mind

The mind you gave us to use

The mind that makes us confused

The mind that suffers abuse

The mind that shapes all our views

The mind that bends and breaks

And ends up taking out a life or two

Its tragic

I'm wondering asking why you would ever let this happen

I'm stuck in a loop and I need some answers

Why does ignorance equate to bliss, the opposite sadness

Live a life just to be buried or carried around as ashes

I'm just trying to find my way, lately I been buried up in so much pain

I'm just trying to find my way, crazy when I question everything

I'm just trying to find my way, wonder if I might see change

I'm just trying to find my way, wonder if its ever too late

I just don't get it

I'm not afraid to admit it

You often punish the innocent, others revel in sinning

Please forgive me for I question everything to the root

I've been clinging to my faith, need you to show me the truth

Cause in a world of greed and power

All we want is the loot

And never mind the means to get it

Desperate times will make a decent man make indecent decisions

Its the nature of humanity

A never ending war taking never ending casualties

I wish that I could say I know I'm destined to heaven

A mess in the head been just wondering and pondering on several questions

Its raining and thundering

Wonder if there's any honor in protecting my blessings

I know that life is a bitch, a bitch that like to get hectic

God, I swear mean no wrong but still I write you this message

Cause I been seeking some answers

And I ain't seeing no pastor nor am I preaching to masses

I've just been reaching for balance, yeah

The world crushing my shoulders, my hands are completely callused

Its tragic

I'm wondering asking why you would ever let this happen

But I've come to understand that you've given us full control

Free will, and there's a reason

I can feel it in my soul

What I ask of you is not a miracle

But patience, it takes a lot

Just show me the way and I

Will make it straight to the top

And don't lock me out for all my doubt

Through ups and downs

I hope you save a spot, Nueve

I'm just trying to find my way, lately I been buried up in so much pain

I'm just trying to find my way, crazy when I question everything

I'm just trying to find my way, wonder if I might see change

I'm just trying to find my way, wonder if its ever too late

I'm just trying to find my way, lately I been buried up in so much pain

I'm just trying to find my way, crazy when I question everything

I'm just trying to find my way, wonder if I might see change

I'm just trying to find my way, wonder if its ever too late