Instead Lyrics

I was rushing to get there

But instead it didn't work

I was giving my own self

But instead I lost it all

And I died

I died each time

You laughed at me

And I died

I died each time you

Ripped my heart

And I died

I died a thousand times

Until I lost all my blood

I lost my mind

I would bend over backwards

So that you could mend your heart

I was moving mountains

So that everyone could smile

And I died

I died each time

You laughed at me

And I died

I died each time you

Ripped my heart

And I died

I died a thousand times

Until I lost all my blood

I lost my mind

And I died

each time you laughed at me

You ripped my heart

And I died

I died a thousand times

I lost my mind

I could keep putting you first

But instead I'd lose my way

I could love you forever

But instead I love myself