Find Peace With Your Death Lyrics

I've let go of a lot of shit, but there's certain things I'll never forgive

If it was up when we last spoke best believe that it still is

Streets taught me to never fully trust a friend or get caught up over no bitch

Brothers turn on brothers and so-called gangsters drop dimes in a pinch

I've put more work in by myself than I ever have with a click

14 when I busted my first pistol, I'll never forget that feeling when I felt that kick

No, other man can ever judge me for anything I may have committed

Murderous mind, I can't escape these thoughts of mine don't become another victim

Watch these women they'll try and set you up

Watch who you call your family too the close ones always know too much

A real OG told me if they aint helping you eat/ busting your nuts or filling your pockets then they ain't on the same team how could I not agree

I'm tired of opening up an empty fridge

And drinking this goddamn tapwater is starting to make me sick

Eating expired food kiz I'm starving and that's the last thing there is

I swear this can't be at there has to be more to life than this

Push the blade a little more I'm almost dead

But you won't live to see my end

All I need is one more nudge then I'll be off the ledge

Bits and pieces just left torn to shreds

I don't know if I'll ever be myself again

I've let it all go but it's hard to forget

Everything that's happening now or happened then

Life is constant war you'll find your peace with your death

Land of opportunity, my ass, why the hell are so many in debt

Kuz a goddamn 80 hour check don't pay that mother fucking rent

Working for pennies to fill the pockets of the ones who sit back with their feet up on a desk

They don't know shit about the struggle I don't think they'd last an hour living in our stress

Broken family no matter how much maintenance we could try we're not fixable

One day they're there the next they shut you out that is not unconditional

No time for idle hands I can't lay stagnant

I have to pull myself together and lift the rug to sweep away any loose fragments

My main loved ones passed on without seeing me reach my full potential

I gotta do this for me and Jr try and stop me all you want I'll never let you

The brains still functions a few minutes after death

So that's how long you'll have to think about your regret for fucking with me after I squeeze out to last breath

I rather no one out here ever love me because I honestly wouldn't know how to accept it

You can give me all the hate in the world kuz I use it like shoveling coal in the engine

I swear I will no longer be involved with any more self deception

I'll never settle until I'm all the way on so for now I'm remain and restless

Push the blade a little more I'm almost dead

But you won't live to see my end

All I need is one more nudge then I'll be off the ledge

Bits and pieces just left torn to shreds

I don't know if I'll ever be myself again

I've let it all go but it's hard to forget

Everything that's happening now or happened then

Life is constant war you'll find your peace with your death

Push the blade a little more I'm almost dead

But you won't live to see my end

All I need is one more nudge then I'll be off the ledge

Bits and pieces just left torn to shreds

I don't know if I'll ever be myself again

I've let it all go but it's hard to forget

Everything that's happening now or happened then

Life is constant war you'll find your peace with your death