Verbal Therapy Lyrics

Every word I write takes some weight off my chest

And every time I fall makes me greater I guess

But I still feel depressed and anxious and stressed

I'm tryna be the best so I'm testing my limits

While perfecting my lyrics by connecting with spirits

Letting you hear it cos I'm trapped at the minute

In the maze of my mind I can't find an escape

But some days I am fine and it feels so great

And I hate that I feel worthless as a wordsmith

Yet I'm still cursed with writing these verses

Hoping you'll purchase follow and subscribe

Open your curtains and listen to my life

This is my time yeah it's written in the sky

Yeah it's written in the stars cos lyrics never die

I'm imprisoned by these bars under lock and key

But I'm the one with the scar I'm the prophecy

The lyrics I write are my verbal therapy

And the bongs I light are my herbal remedy

But this earth will never be a perfect territory

Stop your search for serenity reserve your energy

The lyrics I write are my verbal therapy

And the bongs I light are my herbal remedy

But this earth will never be a perfect territory

Stop your search for serenity reserve your energy

I've loved and I've lost made friends and found enemies

I'm aiming for perfection and gaining it steadily

I'm still smoking weed so heavily I'm heavenly

I'll probably still smoke and rhyme when I'm seventy

Tried and I've failed but I'll try till I die

Every mistake I make makes me a better guy

The failures from my past I've now set aside

They're just opportunities for me to get it right

I've kept my head down to boost my bars and beats

I've stopped roaming towns boosting cars on streets

Selling SatNav's for weed cos I felt incomplete

With no friends or family aspirations or dreams

Fired from my job cos I started taking E's

So instead I used a pen to escape reality

Scribbling down my feelings and the way that I see

This fucked up world excuse the profanity

Take a look in my mind at the maze of depression

It's mainly aggression a crazy perception

That's making me question if fames a profession

Or daydreamed obsession a phase of expression

Each day's a new lesson that can change the direction

The aims and projections so I aim for perfection

When I'm writing or rhyming I find it enlightening

Never silent or violent I'm striking like lightning

The lyrics I write are my verbal therapy

And the bongs I light are my herbal remedy

But this earth will never be a perfect territory

Stop your search for serenity reserve your energy

The lyrics I write are my verbal therapy

And the bongs I light are my herbal remedy

But this earth will never be a perfect territory

Stop your search for serenity reserve your energy

I'm tryna sort my life and my head out

So why do I feel so depressed now

I'm bed bound and my head pounds

Every time I hear intense sounds

But I'm tryna produce and reduce doubt

From the haters that don't know shit about

The distance I've come and the hurdles I've jumped

Got over the beatings from my mum

I got over the disappearance of my dad

There's a couple of periods that I'm glad

I managed to get through and get past

I'm happier now the thought of deaths past

I took my step dads death hard

I was a mess with a messed heart

Then I moved from my mums aged sixteen

I'm twenty five now just chasing my dreams

The lyrics I write are my verbal therapy

And the bongs I light are my herbal remedy

But this earth will never be a perfect territory

Stop your search for serenity reserve your energy

The lyrics I write are my verbal therapy

And the bongs I light are my herbal remedy

But this earth will never be a perfect territory

Stop your search for serenity reserve your energy