by your side Lyrics

I think it's funny I can see your head

Whenever I close my eyes

Functioning on just blue and red

Running on a thousand lies

I think it's on the dresser by your bed

When the room was you and I

I couldn't recognize you by the back of your head

No need to compromise

But when we met, I felt it

I don't get what changed, but it melted

We're so close to parting ways

'Cause you won't even fucking try it

I hate the way you hide it

When I'm by your side

And I don't even know

The way to lift your eyelids

Talk over what was silent

Even if we're just fucking around

Just fucking around

I'm afraid of my own room, my friends never cared

I wish I could've told them, but I would've been scared

Smoking up with me after making love to him

Choking up the seeds of whatever we'd have been

Singing together, but I don't know the words

You're putting me second when I would've put you first

We've barely been talking, but it hurts me all the same

'Cause you'll find another lover, and I'll keep playing your game

But when we met, I felt it

I don't get what changed, but it melted

We're so close to parting ways

'Cause you won't even fucking try it

I hate the way you hide it

When I'm by your side

And I don't even know

The way to lift your eyelids

Talk over what was silent

Even if we're just fucking around

Just fucking around

And I wouldn't dare

To get in the affair

I needed the fresh air without you

And why would I care

It's not like you were there

With me when it hurt

'Cause you won't even fucking try it

I hate the way you hide it

When I'm by your side

And I don't even know

The way to lift your eyelids

Talk over what was silent

Even if we're just fucking around

Just fucking around

But I still miss your stare

The way your hands would run through my hair

When we didn't care