DECISIONS Lyrics

I pray I never lose myself

Pour me a liquor there's lot of shit a nigger has been stressing about

I pray I never lose myself

Let me catch a flight and get high then talk to God

They say your work is never finished

Yeah that's why I never question your decisions

I've been praying but I'm not receiving

They say ask and you will be given

Can I be forgiven

For all the mistakes that I made in the past

I'm so young and naive my life is moving fast

Had to be matured at an early stage

Cant be stuck on the same chapter let me turn a new page

Unlock My beast in the cage

Why these niggers acting strange

You better keep that fake shit

I can tell when you two face

I'm not concerned about a snake

I just put it on its place

Too busy doing me no time to impress haters

There's no need to like me cause I know I'm not a status

Too busy doing me no time to impress haters

There's no need to like me cause I'm not a status

I pray I never lose myself

Pour me a liquor there's lot of shit a nigger has been stressing about

I pray I never lose myself

Let me catch a flight and get high then talk to God

Never had a father figure

Now I'm tryna figure out

Can I be a good father while I grew up fatherless

Now I lost my sister I'm feeling numb

I'm feeling heartless

Some other things in life it takes time to accept them

Suicide on my mind I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone

This pain inside me it's changing me mentally

Let me confess I'm really not okay emotionally

But I will be strong for the sake of my family

Sometimes I find myself praying

Hoping one day I will make it