Anxi-Pression (Interlude) Lyrics

Yo what up everyone

It's Aiden Scar here

This feels hella weird

It's like I'm doing YouTube videos again

But let's take a moment to chat real quick

How's everyone doing today?

You can always message me and tell me how you're feeling

Even if I can't I'll try my best effort for y'all

To answer my question it's always ups and downs for me

Happy and sad days everyday

Sometimes I always wanna be happy and sometimes I always wanna be sad

I can't chose between the two

They're fighting everyday to see who will control the day for me

Ok, like I have something that's been with me for the longest time now

Here's what I say almost everyday

Is there a way that my life will be fine?

When's there's so many people that has it easier than mine

Always at the bottom and I hope It's not a decline

Someone push me off a cell like my name is Mankind

Cause I don't wanna be here, don't ask any questions

I have to get this off my chest this is my confession

I suffer the most from anxiety and depression

Mix the two words up and you get Anxi-Pression

I am not perfect and I will never be

This is all just something that I have to agree

Just want an easy way out from this one big reality

Getting help within me is not part of my strategy

There's people that will tell me that it will always get better

On a random date like the 21st night of September

Working my 9 to 5 everyday is just whatever

Just feel like giving up and say that I surrender

But I can't do that because I need the money right now

And spend it on myself and people like I'm some cash cow

Wanna share my thoughts but I don't wanna be loud

Just want my friends and family to say that they are proud

I can't talk to anyone even if I try

Just go home to myself and want to say goodbye

But there's always someone listening even if that person's shy

At the end of all this I hope to one day be some sort of butterfly

Some sort of butterfly

Or some ghost

That lets me listen to music

And watch TV

And travel the world

And see all my friends and families

And their friends and families

And play some video games if that's possible

Pr-probably not possible but you get the memo