never enough Lyrics

You only love me when I'm up

You fucking hate me when I'm down

Granted, I'm a basket case

But you ain't want to stick around

For nothing

Hold the door right open for me

Call me up when you get lonely

Cause you can't weather the storm

It's like every time you touch me

I can feel it that you love me

When we ain't getting along

We're missing out on something

My addictions run deep

But I ain't ever out here missing you

Hate it but it's real

That's why I struggle with forgiving you

In the moment

Cause it feels like there's no living proof

That's why you never ask me

Silas, what the fuck's got into you

Broken promises

No I don't want you in my head

Got me sending paragraphs

Just to get left on read

Like, what the fuck

Forget the growth and all the effort

I ain't know how to express it

But since I got it together

You been steady getting distant

And it's kind of hard to deal with

I just wish I could exist without experiencing feelings

For real

I just wish I was numb

I'm a junkie for love

Take my breath away but

I was never enough

I don't need this

All I need's a little kush in the blunt

I can't deal with no more bullshit

All I want is to trust you

But I can't and it's hard sometimes

Because I know it's real

I really hate to say it but baby

This shit just how I feel

I love you but I hate you

Some shit we got to deal with

Pardon my behavior

I'm on the brink of a kill switch

This real shit

I'm out here trying to make these millions

But nothing that you said done

Made me think that you was feeling

Anything I wrote so

Baby get the fuck from around here

I ain't trying to hear your fucking voice

Don't make no sound here

I ain't trying to hear you talk about

How things are going to change

When we're coming up on

Four years of the same shit but

This the world that we live in

Pull up six presents

One to fit both of the kids in

While we waste away

On all these bogus ass prescriptions

For real, say it

Silas failed the mission

I ain't trying to fight for good enough, no

Fuck you I been cooking up

For real, fuck what you dishing

I just wish I was numb

I'm a junkie for love

Take my breath away but

I was never enough

I don't need this

All I need's a little kush in the blunt

I can't deal with no more bullshit

All I want is to trust you