Real Me ft. Xavior Lyrics

Tired of taking losses where the wins at

Life like chess

But play your cards

Don't speak if you ain't did that

Live that

Gave you what I could

How you ain't feel that

How the fuck you ain't feel that

Tired of taking losses where the wins at

Life like chess but play your cards

Don't speak if you ain't did that

Live that

Gave you what I could

How you ain't feel that

Feel a way about it

He a threat you better kill that

Drill that

They say I'm going up

But I feel closer to the end

Ma'dukes she told me from the jump

You better watch who you call friends

If I'm telling you four L

Then you my brother ain't no twin

Fuck a friend

Can't play about my family

Spin again and again

Strayed away I lost myself

So It's hard for me to trust

I roll a wood to get away

Won't catch me rolling up no dutch

When shit go left you point the finger

Blaming me you know It's us

Damn

But I can't get enough

Back to this rapping out my feelings

Stay on point keeping my pivot

Ain't about no money don't want dealings

Feeling like Wayne

Mind on a millie

A shooting star

Ain't hard to see

Say he the best say pardon me

I can't compete just hope you feel me

Why?

Cause I be giving you the real me

Yeah

Flaws and all I'm feeling guilty

I pop my shit and they can't take it

How you leave

What you can't take it?

Fuck it

I'm moving forward back to the basics

If I say it then I mean it girl I got this

The time that I put in

Made me aware this ain't no gossip

Cause I feel like in this life

With every win they wanna stop us

Ain't handing out no favors

They didn't love me when they got me

I'm smoking on these papers

As I'm scrolling through the topics

I seen another women lose her life

Cause love was toxic

It damaged more than her

She kilt some people someone stop this

How we supposed to make each other better

We ain't focused on our partners

When we don't discuss what's real

No response to how I felt

Told me how you really feel

The more I see the more it kills

My ability to feel

Feels like I'm numbing up for real

And that moment gave me chills

Someone tell me what's the deal

Ain't no one healing me

Yeah

Ain't nobody healing me

And ain't nobody feeling me

And ain't nobody feeling me

Yeah

Cause maybe this the real me

Oh maybe this the real me

When I'm smoking

Maybe this the real me

Yeah when I'm drinking

Yeah

Cause maybe this the real me

I need you to know

This the real me

I swear you gotta feel me

My heart been feeling empty

Been moving cautious lately

I slip up then they might kill me

Won't catch me lacking

Got my ratchet

Where the work

A plumber what I will be

Wasn't on the same page

Deep down my heart was raging

Tried to text and call you

But you wouldn't even try to engage me

It's crazy cause you wouldn't look me in my eye

Girl we are phasing

It's a full moon outside

I know your heart

You trying to tape this

And I'm like why you trying to tape this

I'm chosen

Said from the jump

That I can't fuck with nothing basic

I'm focused on my craft

Can't let this money drive me crazy

And I been stressing this shit

These niggas broke because they lazy

I been tripping in my thoughts

Thinking this money here gone save me

I was born a prodigy

I watch what I attach my name with

Driving in a whip

She gave me brain she trying to save me

I can't never change

Cause I'll forever be the same me

Please just be yourself

Cause when you don't that shit it pain me

And they saying that I changed

But life's perspective this the real me

All this pain I give you

All my thought's

You gotta feel me

I'm a therapist

Who need therapy

Trying to figure out what my needs be

But this the real me

Oh maybe this the real me

When I'm smoking

Maybe this the real me

When I'm drinking

Yeah

Maybe this the real me