Suicidal Thoughts (SCARZ) Lyrics

(Intro)

I told you

I told you

Leave me alone,

Leave me alone

I'm okay, I'm good

Let me be

(Verse 1)

I don't wanna cry and I don't wanna be strong...,

At least if I BLAST my Memory will be gone..!

The mess I'm on am standing on a thorn

If I let go I bleed if I stand I feel the pain!

No shoulder by side ma day ones are laughing

They know me telling jokes if I say this am cracking

My heart down in dumps fake smiles are deceiving

If I tell you ma story are you sure you' believing

You ain't another joker with a goal of storytelling,

Clinically down with a lot on my mind

Comforting myself I don't even need your help!

Am I slave to the pain..?

Happiness a fairytale, my life being insane

The world getting smaller in my room I see the horror

Days I could smile, they all gone like Zora

Don't be taken by storm such a life am living on

No comfort in my zone my smiles are deceiving

Check the real fact like a prego I'm spitting

Been holding on, this a truth I was sealing

With a cold heart go ahead do the gossiping

Have made a choice breaking loose all ma Chain

Not for your empathy, I'm in search for the healing

My SEARCH gonna PAY cause I've started Within

Ain't a type to cast a blame I embrace repercussion

(Chorus)

Nothing but scars

Defining my strength

I've been through a lot

In this journey called life

Suicidal thoughts

Coming and go

Nothing but scars

Defining my strength

(Verse 2)

If you can't live for self can you do it for your Mama

Your lil sister need you, your nephews and nieces,

What about your Granny! she Wanna see your increase

Your fortune and your goal she don't see your corpse

Big bra see me strong I blast he take a loss,

Think about his emotion and grieving on your homies,

How they gonna take my dismissal tiding?

They gonna ask question did they let you fown or not

Your love gimme thousands reasons I recall,

Letting go disaster and hanging with the rifle

Tryana cut my life won't think bout it anymore

You make it worth my life ample time I recycle

God gat a reason why am going through it all

Slave for decade no I gonna stand tall,

In ma savior am standing strong than a Babylon wall

I ain't gonna focus on my miss but the score

Who am I to live it all when days are never equal,

If our global ain't a square we all down on a spherical

Present day on hill downside on the morrow

Loosen up yourself from the dark be your hero

Guarding your emotion overpower subzero

Go ahead spoil yourself cast a worry about a morrow

Forget about the traitor shut lucy knocking door

Its vice get on knees whenever you suicidal

(Chorus)

Nothing but scars

Defining my strength

I've been through a lot

In this journey called life

Suicidal thoughts

Coming and go

Nothing but scars

Defining my strength

(Outro)

Night long..!

You can be on prayer line

The one upper above never slumber for a moment

Night long... S.M.I.E going on