Nightmare Person Lyrics

I think I hate music started it just as a fuck around

Now I have deadlines and people that hover round

Wondering what I got coming next

Maybe my life off a building that's how I've been coping with

All of the stress and anxiety bipolar thriving

I'm dying inside of me

I'm dying inside of me

Didn't start all this off for a quick buck

Fuck around with words like expression

My brain the exception

Wants me to blow it all out

Just can't deal with depression

But I keep going for you lot

You lot not meaning my homies

I just have no where else for me to be going

I'm locked in my room wish it snowing

I'm all alone

I'm all alone

All alone

Starting to figure it out

Enough with the doubt

Now open your mouth

What's living inside

It's part of your mind

You're living a lie

You're living to die

You're living to die

You wake up in the morning

But can't help but to cry

You can't help to cry

You can't help to cry

I can't just do anything for the money

She opened my heart up to fuck me

Dying and bleeding

Emotions I'm dealing with

Look at my face say disgusting

Don't give a fuck about my take

Tossing and turning in my state

I been fucked up since beginning

Momma didn't like me and daddy was sinning

Wish me and my brother were closer

Leave him a note when it's over

Brother I loved you

I'd kiss you and hug you

If I wasn't in just so much of this pain to begin with

You know what I'm talking about

Brain work the same way

Maybe we'll go in the same way

World wasn't built for us anyway

Now to my Mom and my Dad

I'm happy for all that we had

It wasn't that much, actually torture

Thankfully don't have a daughter

Know it'll haunt you for days and days

But you'll get all over it anyways

See within drug use and rabid addiction

Anything's possible deal with depression

I can't just do anything for the money

She opened my heart up to fuck me

Dying and bleeding

Emotions I'm dealing with

Look at my face say disgusting

Don't give a fuck about my take

Dying and bleeding

Emotions I'm dealing with

Tossing and turning in my state

Starting to figure it out

Enough with the doubt

Now open your mouth

What's living inside

It's part of your mind

You're living a lie

You're living to die

You're living to die

You wake up in the morning

But can't help but to cry

You can't help to cry

You can't help to cry

Starting to figure it out

Enough with the doubt

Now open your mouth

Whats living inside

It's part of your mind

You're living a lie

You're living to die

You're living to die

You wake up in the morning

But can't help but to cry

You can't help to cry

You can't help to cry