Venisme (Album Version) Lyrics

I've been a liar, and not well

I didn't just betray you, I've been lying to myself

About the ways that I can keep you

I want to say forever, but I just can't tell

How do you expect me to fall

For someone brand new

When every night I dream of you, so

Please call when you get back home

Sure, I hope you're in good health

But my real fear isn't pain, just don't belong to no else

Am I selfish?

Am I cruel?

Is it cowardly to want you to myself?

Because my heart is splitting in two

While swaying to our song

The next time will be way to long, so

Will you remember how it goes

It's like we're waiting for the big hit

And it just doesn't come

But too late now, I'm way to numb

It's bullshit that you're not here at home

When are you coming home

Without you it's not home