Water and vices. ft. v e r t i g o Lyrics

I got grass stains on my beaters

They came from mowing down my demons

Now that I'm retired, I forgot em; I drank ether

Promise I'm not evil, nah, cause they don't claim me either

Listen, I'm mixing water in my vices

You know you should've never left me to my own devices

Doin' all that I can to be righteous

Lost myself and my soul; they were priceless

It didn't happen how I said it would, no, no

Now I'm acting up, I know I shouldn't, oh, oh

I thought losing my heart was enough

You took my soul, too

I had to fold, I had to fold, oh, oh

I thought losing my heart was enough

You took my soul, too

I had to fold, I had to fold, oh, oh

I fall, I fell, it hurts to bend, yeah, yeah

You picked me up, I fell again, yeah, yeah

Runnin' is hard when you can't walk

I tried to stop, but we still played with emotions, yeah

I thought losing myself was enough

What more could you take from myself

I thought it ain't bother me much

But you keep on callin' my bluff

And now I'm officially stuck

Officially stuck, I thought I could gamble again

No sevens, I'm straight outta luck

It wasn't luck, nah, it wasn't luck, nah

I'm spiritually tough,

And I fill my cup, yeah I fill my cup, yeah

God fill me up

Now I gotta walk, yeah, pick up my feet slow

My virtues don't scuff

If I could go back, I wouldn't go back

I'm not givin' this up

I got grass stains on my beaters

They came from mowing down my demons

Now that I'm retired, I forgot em; I drank ether

Promise I'm not evil, nah, cause they don't claim me either

Listen, I'm mixing water in my vices

You know you should've never left me to my own devices

Doin' all that I can to be righteous

Lost myself and my soul; they were priceless

It didn't happen how I said it would, no, no

Now I'm acting up, I know I shouldn't, oh, oh

I thought losing my heart was enough

You took my soul, too

I had to fold, I had to fold, oh, oh

I thought losing my heart was enough

You took my soul, too

I had to fold, I had to fold, oh, oh