The First Guy You Ever Kissed Lyrics

I was once so deep in love

With a boy that I used to know

I never said a single word

Explain to me how I could

Always made me smile from ear to ear

Even on the darker days

And I miss him even if I don't feel that way anymore

And I miss him even if he'd never know

I was once so deep in love

With a girl that I used to know

I often said too many words

Explain to me how I could not

Always made me sigh from every part of the room

Ride into the darker days

And I'm grateful even if I don't feel that way anymore

And I'm grateful even if she'd never know

Sun will be rising soon

On a hopeful, brand new day

Hopeful in the sense that the beauty of it all is worth it

I know I deserve this, but would I be worth it?

Currently so deep in love

With a thought that I used to know

I never meant to cause any harm

Explain to me how I could not

I always knew this road was so tough

But this is my penance, to my dearest valentine

And I'd know that even if it do maim my heart forevermore

And I'd know that even if I'd never know

Sun will be rising soon

On a hopeful, brand new day

Hopeful in the sense that the beauty of it all is worth it

I know I deserve this, but would I be worth it?

Was I the first guy you ever kissed?

Try to make a mental note of what this is

And was I the first guy you ever kissed?

And even if not, I really do thank God for this

Why do I feel like drowning in my chest?

The claws of breath, they're climbing up my achey throat

They trip upon the vocal chords and whisper words

Count five things you see

Counting down to asking me

Was I the first guy you ever kissed?

Try to make a mental note of what this is

And was I the first guy you ever kissed?

And even if not, I really do thank God for this

So was he the first guy you ever missed?

Try to make a mental note of who this is

But was I the first guy you ever kissed?

And even if not, I really do thank God for this

And even if not, I really do thank God for this