Damaged Lyrics

Where do I start

Where do I go

Who do I talk to

Cuz I feel lost right now

I'm lookin for answers searchin for truth

I stare in the mirror for purpose to move

I gave up on therapy, didn't improve

Cuz trustin in people ain't something I do

Maybe I'm arrogant that could be true

Kind of embarrassed of what I been through

Don't care to be sharing it

Maybe I focused on parenting I could be there for my …

These words that I speak now are microbe to the way I feel

These days man it feels like I'm on a tight rope tryna smile for real

Nah these days I can see death through a sight scope like a sniper kill

But we say never speak that

Cuz nowadays days they'll prescribe a pill for you

And they'll rob and steal from you

Never try to build with you

Just assign the bill to you

Not what uncle Phil would do

When depression hit

Stuck froze

Eyes shut but it's up close

Minds stuck but it unloads

All the fun goes

And I hate it whenever that happens for real

Some take for granted the way that they feel

I cant understand it I've taken this damage

And managed to land in this house that i built

Full of doubt and everything I hate

Every mental state.

Every single trait.

That's never been okay

Cuz even til this day

I feel like I'm a waste

Where do I start

Where do I go

Who do I talk to

Cuz I feel lost right now

Aye I learned that nobody really wanna be

The type of person that nobody sees

Show up for love but then everyone leaves

If I ain't depressed then I'm somewhere between

Maybe I'm weirder than what I believe

Or maybe it them and it's never been me

But lately I been in a dark place

And yo most days I don't bother to speak

And I find myself being by myself

Truth is I don't like myself

Truth is I disguise myself instead of finding help like it's all good

But inside myself is a cry for help

A loud roar that just wants free

But I can't talk cuz I feel judged

Like I'm unsure of what this all means

But I know that's it's gonna get better

And I'm certain it won't last forever

So I'm writing this letter to tell you I love you

Don't give up or ever say never

And don't ever give into the pressure

And don't ever believe that your lesser

Just know I'm wit you and God always got you

Were gonna get through this together

Cuz I know that's it's gonna get better

And I'm certain it won't last forever

So I'm writing this letter to tell you I love you

Don't give up or ever say never

And don't ever give into that pressure

And don't ever believe that your lesser

Just know I'm wit you and God always got you

Were gonna get through this together