S.I.R. Lyrics

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending, and that's all I can do

The love I'm sending ain't making it through

Damn son, where'd you find this

She's different

Damn, since you crossed me, I'ma cross you

Same time I picked the mic up, same time I lost you

Cause you never came to me and told me it's gonna cost you

And if it wasn't for you, I never would've started too

Thought I got through to you, the night I dropped needed you

But I can see that it don't mean a thing to you

And I'm not finna sit here and put all the blame on you

Cause I played my part too, I was grimy too

But I really wanna know, what happened to them diamonds

What happened to the necklace? What happened to the ring

Why did we fuck this up? Why am I not enough

Why does everyone seem to abuse my trust

Cause I can't keep love, cause really I don't want it

And I hate the fact that you sit there and stunt like I wasn't there for you

Or I embarrass you, when I was only motherfucker taking care of you

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending, and that's all I can do

The love I'm sending, ain't making it through to your heart

I know you know

Danger, when I can't control my anger

TJ told me if I'm gonna do it, drop a banger

KO told me if I'm gonna do it, keep it gangster

Guess told me if I'm gonna do it, I gotta crank it

They treat us like animals and they lock us in cages

In that bitch I had a shank because it was dangerous

We get out and we fuck up, how the hell can you blame us

When society was taught, to fucking shame us

We was in there smoking out of Bible pages

Get around our families and they treat us like strangers

I was in that bitch and I was going bananas

Ain't getting no better cause they trying to tame us

They ain't trying to change us in that bitch you nameless

Dudes get some power, all of a sudden they famous

Make you shit in a bag and I'm not even playing

Or give you some draws and they got shit stains in them

I got a fucked up situation

They done gave me eight years of probation

I already know I'm not gonna see graduation

So it's more fucking time I'm facing

They keep you in the struggle in the stripes so they can try to suck out your life

Suck out your life

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending, and that's all I can do

The love I'm sending, ain't making it through to your heart

Now I see my demons and I'm barely even sleeping

And I'm praying for a reason I can stop all this bleeding

And I don't need a reason and I'm barley even sleeping

I need ya I need ya

Now I see my demons and I barley even sleep at night

Now I see my now demons, now I see my

Now I see my demons and I barely even sleep at night

Now I see my demons and I barley even sleep at night

As the old me I predicted all my recent flights

Problem is inspirations drying up and I'm slowing down

Now I see my demons and I barley even sleep at night

I don't know why but life keep me at a decent height

As the old me I predicted all my recent flights

Inspiration drying up and motivation slowing down

Losses in my recent fights

Losses in my recent fights

It's hard to sleep at night

Dreams of dying hold me tight

Out of mind out of sight

I give it all my might

But try as I might it gone be alright

I'm a die tonight

I will be waiting for you

Its all I can do

Now I see my demons and I'm barley even sleeping

I need me a reason my burdens is bleeding

I need me a reason, hurting inside

I was trying to remain alive

I needed a reason to survive

Tell me I need to grow up

Get it together Ronnie