WHAT IF Lyrics

3:30 you calling on the phone

4:30 I arrived and you ain't home

Playing these games every night cause you know you're mine

You know you're mine

Woah

Out to Orlando we ride

Serenade me up at night

Smoking up a little something, yeah

Rollin' up then we can slide

Downtime's my favorite time

I'm reminiscing on your lips

Said you love me but it ain't the right time

Showed you love in my prime, I guess

It is whatever

It is whatever

Fuck all the what-ifs

Fuck all the what-ifs

Fuck all the what

Ahh, you know

Destiny and soulmates

True love and all that childhood fairytales

Nonsense

You were right, I-, I should've listened to you

Had me waiting on my phone all-day

For you to hit me back

Showed you the love, the care, the world

You know that's a fact

Let me tell you somethin'

Gaslighting me time and time again

Lying to my face, tryna make it last

I'ma make it fast for ya

I ain't missing your accompany

Talking shit, you want apology?

Never once said you proud of me

The time we shared was a tragedy

Took you places that you'll go now

All new, but they're old now

Said the world's only so big

Told your ass we should slow down

Woah, told your ass we should slow down

Slow down, slow down

Slow down, yeah

Slow down, slow down

Slow down

Slow down

Slow down

God-sent, heaven-sent

Whatever you call me don't call me a saint

Matter' fact writing this song just making an effort

I'm trying to right my wrongs not writing my wrongs

Stop counting the wrongs

It's on me to date for revenge

You know I was hurt

But I never

I never wanted to win, uh

Too many times in Arcadia

In the back we was kicking

Like Katie in South Carolina

But honestly can't even think of her name

Was it Lisa, Teresa, Felicia?

Not reminiscent so I barely miss

Memories fading with pain

Too good of a deal

You know that I couldn't resist

I know that you're listening

Know that you're listening

Know that you're listening, listen to me

Know that you cared

When I blocked your main

You hop on your finsta

I know that you did

Crazy lurking

Just keep creeping in

Watch me go out to drink and not saying a thing

Tears down your chin

It mixed with makeup

The first time You realized my love running thinner, uh

God-sent, heaven-sent

Whatever you call me don't call me a saint

Matter' fact writing this song just making an effort

I'm trying to right my wrongs not writing my wrongs

Stop counting the wrongs

It's on me to date for revenge

You know I was hurt

You know I was hurt

You know I was hurt

You know I was

Looking for flings for dinner to fill up like "next meal"

Damage been done

Can't simply just fix it with Flex Seal

To all o' the ladies that wronged me

To all o' the women I wronged

The one who taught me loyalty left me chasing

I'm back on my Don Jon, okay

Thrilla Manila, she calling me Poppa

Since twenty-nineteen, been empirical

Going through dates like consumables

If it's over a month, a miracle

Still got some feelings, residual

Still got some feelings, visceral

Cutting you off, habitual

End of the story, satirical