mirror ft. KØJIN Lyrics

I look into the mirror and I don't see us

I smash it apart, I don't give a single fuck

You're all that I need and when you're not here

I look into the mirror and I don't see us

I smash it apart, I don't give a single fuck

You're all that I need and when you're not here

I could pop another, overdose on my tears

I look in the reflection and I see my face

I wanna fucking shoot it, wanna wash away

In my blood, no, pull the trigger on my gun

Oh, what the fuck have I become, woah

What the fuck have I become?

I'm lost again, I'm so fucked up

I pray to god, look to the sun

Stay right here, I need your touch

I feel I'm lost inside

The suicidal tendencies

Might bury me six feet deep

Now I'm bed bound, I can barely sleep oh no

Feel a building pressure in my head and it won't stop

I'll try to make it out alive before I feel my body rot

And it's been clouding up my mind with loads of suicidal thoughts

Yeah I'm screaming out for help but I've been scared to take the drop

And all my friends try hit me up to say there here if I wanna talk

They won't help me get through hurdles no matter how much they wanna

And all these days

I tried to change affected how I saw my trauma

I been beaten, I've been bruised, and I all had to cope was alcohol

I won't take it back, I have a contract

If I say I wanna die, it's a pact

If I say you keep me alive, it's a fact

If I say I'm dying inside, you will laugh

But it's alright, you don't need to know about how I'm feeling

Sometimes it's so depressing, and sadness isn't appealing

Sometimes people will press me, ask why this is what I'm feeling

And I don't fucking know, but right now I'm being too revealing

I look into the mirror and I don't see us

I smash it apart, I don't give a single fuck

You're all that I need and when you're not here

I could pop another, overdose on my tears

I look in the reflection and I see my face

I wanna fucking shoot it, wanna wash away

In my blood, no, pull the trigger on my gun

Oh, what the fuck have I become, woah