my tainted relations Lyrics

You cut the line too short

Never able to reach my goal

I've lost all control

Appearances are shallow

Hiding in the shadows

If I cannot find a place to be

Then I'll be lost at sea

Bring me back my home, my home

Cause justifying my emotions is long gone

Pushing me out till I'm alone, I'm alone

Finding the light when there's no dawn

Pain

Came to me like a friend

Rain

Doesn't wash away

I'm drinking sorrows like champagne

Drawing the curtains from where I stand

It wasn't planned

But I cannot stand this pain I face everyday and it's to the point I wish someone would just grab my own hand

Wake me up from this nightmare

Wake me up from this fever dream

It seems so real

And it's real

Lost my inhibitions

Stuck in my positions

Panic attacks pull me back without my permission

Impossible to fight back

When it's fading to black

S.O.S, save me cause I'm a wreck

I'm in the dark

Someone save me

It is so stark

I'm on my knees

Can you hear me?

Slowly slipping

I cannot see

I am quitting