The story goes (b4tw) Lyrics

Don't even trust no more

Cant feel hurt no more

Guess I'm bout to run away

But I can't run no more

I never been this high

I ain't never felt so low

Before the wilderness

How to story goes

Cam

I don't even trust no more

Cant feel hurt no more

Guess I'm bout to run away

But I can't run no more

I never been this high

I aint never felt so low

Before the wilderness

That's how to story goes

Back up on my grind

Lost my mom, lost my mind

Lost everything I had

A studio and few bags

Whatcha know about it

Dam Cam, got skills but never heard aboutcha

Wanted to quit

Wanted to dip

Swallow these pills and lay in a ditch

Will I be missed

Fan be pissed

Got my back

With the shits

Changed my number and shave my head

9 to 5 it again straight stacking my bread

Fuck you lame industry niggas that owe me a check

Cried my eyes out when my nigga Reggie died

Like how my God

O why my God

Was my right hand man

Not now my God

Just spoke to the dude a few days ago

Toldem living in my car how the days just go

Drove back to the same nigga

Exs don't change they play witcha

They play

And now look at me

I don't yo sympathy

Wish I could turn it back

And do it a lil differently

But I really needed that

My pain is a symphony

Orchestrated chaos

Hyphenated differently

Yes they prey on the weak

Guess he had my heart on a leash

Heart too filled up with grief

Weeks later, now I'm up tryna leave

Peace

I need my peace

Lord hear me speak

I came to repent

Burden to heavy for a G

I just need a little hope

Need to take a little leap

So I could be free

So I can live life

Just wanna get right

Too numb to the pain

Just wanna look in the light

I don't even trust no more

Cant feel hurt no more

Guess I'm bout to run away

But I can't run no more

I never been this high

I aint never felt so low

Before the wilderness

That's how to story goes

And the story continues

Rapin' at the venues

Tryna make sense of this

What I'm in too

What's my purpose

What's life

Still here

That's right

Stay focus

Eye sight

As I look up to the master

Why these years been such a disaster

Pastor, faster

No actor, broadcaster

No laughter

Moving at pace

That my mind couldn't capture

Just tell me what it is

Give it to me real

Like a one shot kill

In the wilderness

And before I could feel

The changing capillar

For the wings get revealed

Yeah Yeah Yeah I know that

Made mistakes, don't wanna go back

Friendships fakes and all that

They disappeared no call back

You get the picture no kodack

Was broke as hell no roll back

Played the field no black jack

Going off no chi rack

Hun

I wanna play no more

Just ain't safe no more

Please don't come for me

Cause I can't take no more

I don't even trust no more

Cant feel hurt no more

Guess I'm bout to run away

But I can't run no more

I never been this high

I aint never felt so low

Before the wilderness

That's how to story goes

I ain't never felt so high

I ain't never been so low

That's how to story goes

That's how the story goes

That's how the story goes