Out My Head Lyrics

Break, break, break, break, goes my heart in a pile

My ex shattered me in pieces and she damaged my smile

Hate my reflection in the mirror, was I ever good enough?

Arguments, the silent treatments, questions, are we good or what?

It surely wasn't, bugging out, I couldn't figure her out

Confused while tryna understand what she was bitter about

I've had doubts of entering what I should of never been in

We were both rushing love that never had a beginning

We both were sinning by dishonesty but I was committed

Was our relationship a test or a lesson to witness?

Insecurities were hidden 'till they all were exposed

After we both disagreed on opinions, it showed

The real sides of our characters like acting in scenes

She left my life with no explanation, it would seem like a scheme

More bad memories than good, what we formed was dead

Do I still love her?, cause I just can't get her out of my head

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)

I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)

I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

Was I a target to her sanity?, or was she one to mine?

It sorta was a mystery cause I couldn't find it

The precious diamond that would shine at first

In our appearance when we met, we were fine hors d'oeuvres

Hungry for love but we choked on the failure of knowing each other

Showing each other that we're not meant for one another

But I loved her, even if she put me in a circumstance

Where I wanted it more than her, I gave us a chance

She wasn't sure what she wanted, and so she made up anything

Like a test for me to fail, she passed 'to be my everything

She was my world, but she used me for fun

Something inside of me would tell me that she wasn't the one

But in my gut 'I felt she was, there were so many flags

I shot 'em down cause I enjoyed the good times we had

But there were more bad memories than good, I guess

It's time for me to move on but I can't get her out my head

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)

I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)

I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

It's such a shame that what we had turned to dust in a heartbeat

I wasn't the same, restarting me was hard for me

Cause I would change to a person that was desperate for love

Felt like I needed someone to make me feel like enough

That kind of thinking made me form bad habits in stacks

Giving my all to a person and they never gave it back

I was damaged, I was cracked, folks I loved were like matches

Because they left my heart black, leaving me to re-patch it

Time has passed, it's been a while but I still miss her smile

Nothing a call can't fix, I wanna use my phone to dial her number

But I'm convinced that she found someone else

Somebody better, what you think?, "J you're talking to yourself"

I need a drink and most importantly, I need some help

Cause I keep allowing myself to keep on going through this hell

The pain, the stress, I swear it's gonna leave me dead

I'd rather die cause I just can't get her out my head

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)

I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)

I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)