The Monster I've Become ft. Courtney Barron & SOLOCELO Lyrics

You underestimate me

Keep calling me baby

You underestimate my mind

You try but you won't break me

Lie and call me crazy

You underestimate my mind

I wanna make you scared of me

I wanna make you run

I wanna make you see

The monster I've become

I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun

A world of my creation

Where you're the only one

Oh, the monster I've become

The monster I've become

The way you movin' your friends call you insane

They be telling me just to keep my mind straight

I'm sick of arguments

All you do is flip the script and

Tell me I'm the only one who is to blame

I caught you robbin' in the dark night

You say you're jokin', girl, that doesn't make it alright

I guess we're overdue a long fight

Bitch you're two faced go and tell your friends I tried to gaslight

I'm back like Lazarus

I hit the cannabis

Ain't got no option, I'm stoney

Take the edge off

Get the meds off

Self medicatin', I'm lonely

Gotta hit the club

See her say "what's up?"

Pretending like she don't know me

The audacity she has to casually act like she don't owe me

My sanity and my broken heart

That was in good condition back at the start

Just tryna really get you out my head

I know you want me dead

You're the monster livin' under my bed

You underestimate me

Keep calling me baby

You underestimate my mind

You try but you won't break me

Lie and call me crazy

You underestimate my mind

I wanna make you scared of me

I wanna make you run

I wanna make you see

The monster I've become

I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun

A world of my creation

Where you're the only one

Oh, the monster I've become

I turned into a monster when you left without a reason

Hole in my heart, I fill it with a trip to Neeman's

Nowadays, I don't know the difference 'tween the demons

And someone that's a blessing in disguise

That was not you

You were a curse to me

I'm bad but you were worse to me

You cut me off so carelessly

I shouldn't've took it personally

These days, I don't know nobody that's too trusting

That's why the circle that I got is downsizing

That's why the 'SOLO' in my name is so for real

Now I got these labels tryna put me in a deal

This is not the toxic type of love I'm tryna feel

Drive the Mazerati like I really just stealed it

Red interior, the outside too

All these girls inferior if they don't act for real

Donny really put me on a beat and I killed it

All exotic packaging, the blunt is daffodils

You underestimate me

Keep calling me baby

You underestimate my mind

You try but you won't break me

Lie and call me crazy

You underestimate my mind

I wanna make you scared of me

I wanna make you run

I wanna make you see

The monster I've become

I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun

A world of my creation

Where you're the only one

I wanna make you scared of me

I wanna make you run

I wanna make you see

The monster I've become

I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun

A world of my creation

Where you're the only one

Oh, the monster I've become