2018 Lyrics

I can't figure you out

So I won't open my mouth

Cus I'm scared of saying something wrong

All I want is to be with you

And I hope you say that you want me too

But i'm so scared of fucking something up

And I can't love till I love myself

And I've fallen hard, going to off myself

Yeah I cut my arm, so I scream for help

Four chords go hard, still hate myself

Yeah i'd fall in love, but i'm too anxious

Cus i'm too scared that you'll start to hate me

And we're still young yeah i'm only eighteen

You'll fall in love, think i'm fucking crazy

Yeah i'd fall in love, but i'm too anxious

Cus i'm too scared that you'll think I'm changing

I've been this way since 2018

I'd be myself, but i'm too angsty

Yeah i've been addicted to you lately

I was always scared I was not enough

And now i'm sure that I'm not ever changing

I'll try and stop hiding behind a mask

Only 16 years, dropped out of high school

The worst came first, guess im over that news

Yeah I found myself with some beats and a tune

And the pasts all gone, yeah I buried that dude

And I can't love till I love myself

And i've fallen hard, going to off myself

Yeah I cut my arm, so I scream for help

Four chords go hard, still hate myself

Yeah i'd fall in love, but i'm too anxious

Cus i'm too scared that you'll start to hate me

And we're still young yeah i'm only eighteen

You'll fall in love, think i'm fucking crazy

Yeah i'd fall in love, but i'm too anxious

Cus i'm too scared that you'll think I'm changing

I've been this way since 2018

I'd be myself, but i'm too angsty

Yeah i'd fall in love, but i'm too anxious

(I won't fall in love)

2018

Cus i'm too scared that you'll start to hate me

(Start to hate me)

2018

And we're still young yeah i'm only eighteen

(Yeah i'm only eighteen)

2018

You'll fall in love, think i'm fucking crazy

(Yeah I don't want you to think i'm fucking crazy)

2018