swim in the sky Lyrics

Why do I feel like it's only a matter of time

Before I can swim in the sky and the clouds

Or fly in the ocean and flowers

Bloom when the moon isn't down

Mountains are found underground

Stars are aligned with my doubts

Wind blows my mind from the thoughts

Wind blows my mind from my thoughts

Is it real or shit facade

Don't believe in distant stars

Only seeing when it's not

Disappearing from the shot

It's a lot no it's not

I'm just fucked don't give up

Don't give up hold it up

Heart distorted I load it up

In the morning with foreign love

And at night I just go with the

Dissociations I'm associating with the false creations my own brain is making

I've been uh

Emotionless cause I know emotions are just chemicals

Released by my mind to feel the inevitable

Dopamine Serotonin Oxytocin and Endorphins

Tell me why they're always there but I just can not seem to notice

That I choose what is released in my mind

Who could sell me some Serotonin laced in fine booze

Anyways I don't know if my hand is really

Mine you know I just fold and throw

I don't really give a shit bout what you falling off

Ima soulless soul cause I sold my soul

To the sociopaths that stole all my hope

Is it weird? (Yes)

That I've been seeing feelings in their physical forms

Like Mister Fear is a tall dark shadow with horns

And Miss Joy is only here for the moment and gone

And brother Sadness turns to brother Madness

Ayo what's happening?

This is the Delusion

It don't identify with no gender but confusion

It's only satisfied with the help of the secluded

And Doctor Motivation always told me that I'm losing

And I've been lucid dreaming to escape this reality I made

Yesterday I was with Kanye on the stage

Namaste is a word engraved in this place

Till my whole world flips as I get sleep paralysis

Can't move shit what happened to my palaces

Waking up still and I can not see my fantasies

All I see is Mr. Fear looking at me through the mirror

Disappeared reappeared in my ear as I hear

This the last time you will have your eyes open

This your bed time for eternity I'm hoping

That you understand that your soul has importance

For my potence potent you've been chosen

No wait okay listen like (And there's nothing you could do about it)

I don't wanna die now (There's nothing you could do about it)

I don't really feel like it I'm just feeling tired out (There's nothing you could do about it)

Man please leave me for like five more minutes (There's nothing you could do about it)

I've been dismissive but I swear I'll change I'm different (And there's nothing you could Do about it)

Look just give me one more chance and let me know in advance

Maybe we could plan something maybe we just could be friends

I don't know I don't know you know what take me home

Fuck this life I'm alone fuck this life let us fall

There's nothing you could do about it

Let us fall (Fah)

There's nothing you could do about it

Let us fall

Swear there's nothing you could do about it

There's nothing you could do about it

Why do I feel like it's only a matter of time

Before I can swim in the sky and the clouds

Or fly in the ocean and flowers

Bloom when the moon isn't down

Mountains are found underground

Stars are aligned with my doubts

Wind blows my mind from the thoughts