Living In Loops Lyrics

Lips sutty from the black and milds

I live in hoodies I been black for miles

Maybe kilometers

A Vagabond I been acting out

Cold slumber, waking up in New York

like nothing happened, now

And there it is, you enact a smile

Problem is I know that this ain't really real

Yo can you pass a vowel

This way

Pat sajak

I think it's cat and mouse

Why am I always on a chase when nothing matters now

The feel was perfect till it flattened out

I feel I'm swerving, I imagine doubt

And there it manifests

I never thought to see that man a threat

Blindsided by the thought

That that was something I would stand against

And so I shuffle into tussling and man, regrets

Is something that is really fucking with, man's upset

And it is something that has stuck with me

The thought that I was really only with you for the luxury

What the heck

Or what the fuck

I ran outta my luck

So I ran, got in my car

And I'm ducking cause you were dumping at me

All I wanted was some love and happiness

The home I came from was fucking massive mess

And I'm stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

They tell me that they just dreams, but I'm losing my shit

They say that I should let go and I loosened my grip

They always say it ain't enough how uncouth can I get

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

They tell me it ain't what I think, this confusing as shit

I cannot parse a friend or foe, so I stew in my shit

They try to tell me don't give up, don't go losing ya gift

But I'm stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

Yeah I'm stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

I been stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

They tell me that they just dreams, but I'm losing my shit

They say that I should let go and I loosened my grip

They always say it ain't enough how uncouth can I get

I'm always used to y'all walking away

Now in my dreams and nightmares, I am sparking a j

I'm still whipping in a car so I park and I wait

I'm at the target that we'd walk through, It's all been a day

Except not

It's 4am and you all in my brain

Everyone I ever lost had to all get away

Like anyone I ever knew that discovered my pain

And realize it was too much to recover my fate

For real

And every night I envision the same

It's why I try to stay quiet, it's all been a waste

To open up like what the fuck is my target again

I'm blind

I swear my glasses are foggy again

And I know

Here I go being Marcus again

Stuck in my room and intentionally starving again

Just know that I am really sorry my artistry is the fault of me

Causing problems and starting things over mundane bullshit

Fuck

Or what the fuck

I ran outta my luck

So I ran, got in my car

And I'm ducking cause you were dumping at me

All I wanted was some love and happiness

The home I came from was fucking massive mess

And I'm stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

They tell me that they just dreams, but I'm losing my shit

They say that I should let go and I loosened my grip

They always say it ain't enough how uncouth can I get

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

They tell me it ain't what I think, this confusing as shit

I cannot parse a friend or foe, so I stew in my shit

They try to tell me don't give up, don't go losing ya gift

But I'm stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

Yeah I'm stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

I been stuck

Living in loops and I'm losing my grip

They tell me that they just dreams, but I'm losing my shit

They say that I should let go and I loosened my grip

They always say it ain't enough how uncouth can I get