Trust Myself Lyrics

I'm really sick of faking it

I don't think I'm making it

Only time I feel at peace

Is when she's getting naked and pleasing me

Tell me what you see in me

I know that it's getting late

But I love when you sleep with me

Wake up and listen to alarms I wish I didn't set

Lately it's hard to not let people get up in my head

I got some things from my past that I can't get over

Don't get me wrong I'm really blessed and I been feeling great

But I keep putting out these songs that people haven't played

Don't pay respects they slept and I keep getting older

But I ain't trippin'

Know people thinking I'm slipping

Spend days up in the kitchen

Amazed that they won't listen

Stay busy busy I'm working

One thing that I know for certain

That all them days we were hurting

Gone be worth it when that curtain calls

Keep putting in this work for y'all

I do what I can

For my friends and the family

I don't got a plan b

Most people don't understand me (noo)

I got a lot of shit I don't know how to show

I get emotional and don't know where to go

Turn on the mic when I'm really tryna slow down

I got to learn to trust myself

Cause If I don't trust me I don't got nobody

I got to learn to ask for help

Cause I won't last long if I don't let nobody

I gotta learn to trust me

Or it's gonna fuck me over

Ain't been sober in too long

Staying up late no breaks made a few songs

Weather getting cold bout to vacay to Tuscon

Doing what ya tolds getting old do what you want

Keep it on the low but you know you gotta move on

Pain comes with growth like salad and a crouton

Ripping out the weeds we getting ready for the new lawn

Focus on the nuance

Hit it with a new flow

Ask me how I do it

I dunno its what I do bro

What I do know is this

I don't do it for chicks

I don't do this for love

I just do it because

I'm in love with the way that I feel when it hits

I just do it for this

I do it for bliss

I'm made for this shit that's why I never miss

I'm a sensitive guy so they call me a

Nevertheless don't let it affect me

Just let it reflect I know that it's testing

Its better to let it go than to let it in

But once in while I let my guard down

And feel like a child who's tryna learn hard nouns

They putting me down and damn they got in my head

But I got to learn to trust myself

Cause If I don't trust me I don't got nobody

And I got to learn to ask for help

Cause I won't last long if I don't let nobody in