Awful Lyrics

It use to be awful

Like some shit that you can't believe

It use to be awful

I'm just fulfilling my destiny

I'm talking exhaustion

For love I was in special needing

My feelings I lost them

Just tryna hold on to bits and pieces

Hard to believe

But I was down on my knees

I'm talking hands on the sheet

Praying to God for some guidance

Always found hustling easy

Cause ima work for what's needed

Ain't have no problem just waiting

Until it was it my time

It was my brothers and me

Until my sister was breeded

And she had gave me a reason

To put in overtime

If you knew half of the things

That I done been through and seen

It'll be hard to believe

How I still walk with a smile

Life comes with a whole lot of Trials

Gotta look them in the eye

Like aye bitch ain't no fucking With I

My heart cold

But I don't walk like the grinch

You love at your own risk

Ima Gemini with 7 sides

It's a real nigga shortage

I try to stay to my lonely

Ain't got no time for commotions

My folks need me to grind

I done lived multiple lives

But through the struggle survived

And thank God I ain't never try to Take my life

It's so wrong how they play so close

Just to bite you from behind

Ight

Just watch the devil die

I done been crossed I ain't lying

Prolly why I don't be trying

To switch up my surroundings

They take advantage of kindness

How I was walking so blinded

And I was running up mileage

Tryna help everyone round me

I'll take the blame it won't happen again

Life's chess not checkers better be ready to sin

Gatorade on the coach for turning losses to wins

It use to be awful

Like some shit that you can't believe

It use to be awful

I'm just fulfilling my destiny

I'm talking exhaustion

For love I was in special needing

My feelings I lost em

Just tryna hold on to bits and pieces

It use to be awful

Like some shit that you can't believe

It use to be awful

I'm just fulfilling my destiny

I'm talking exhaustion

For love I was in special needing

My feelings I lost em

Just tryna hold on to bits and pieces