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Afraid I might bite my tongue

And its poison flows free

I'd let it run down my throat

So it burns me from within

How can I die from poison?

When you're the fucking snake

Why did I let you get so close

And bite me to my grave

How could I ever let you destroy me?

I will always hate you for it

Every night I go to sleep

I'm having the same dream

You're stalking my subconscious

To destroy what I've built

I try to run away from you

Why are you in my life again?

I wake up from the nightmare

Wondering why are you still here?

How could I ever let you destroy me?

I will always hate you for it

When we were young

I loved you so much but you fucked up my life

Messed up my mind

What the fuck do you want after all this time?

How dare you be happy?

How dare you be content?

When I got left behind

To deal with insanity

Why can't I be happy?

Why does it never last?

Why do I feel I'm left behind

When life kicks me down

Why did I ever let you destroy me?

I will always hate myself for it