2much ft. Khalil Nasim Lyrics

I used to fall asleep behind the clubs

Park my car discreet, they couldn't see just who I was

Listen to some beats, I wanted peace but needed love

Wishing they could see, they wanted me for what I've done

And not for who I be

Listened to everything my granny taught me

She never knew it all but did her best to try and stop me

From being street and she succeeded

But the lessons that I needed came from grieving

It's sad she had to pass for me to see it

I hope she see me being everything I ever wanted

I done made a couple dollars but I never really flaunted

Cause my memory was haunted

I reminisce on every day my mother was exhausted

Coming home from work, I never knew how much it costed

My heart was never selfish but my mind was

Look into to the future, can't no metaphors define us

Give it to you straight so you can hear just what I say

And if you look into the future, on the top is where you find us

Look up in the sky when I'm feeling down

Tell me what you sayin' when no one around

Trouble on my mind it's too much to count

Maybe it's just a cycle like a said before

I was raised around wolves, I was bred for war

Bringing way more than what you ready for

A lot of people wanna be me but can't take the pressure

You looking moody for them cameras but ain't faced depression

You talking daily 'bout your wins but never faced rejection

It's like you living in a movie all these lame deceptions

But either way you flexing blessings every time you speak

Like how you find a piece of money, but ain't found your peace

Angels still surrounding me, my friends ain't been around to be

The type of help I need, so here I'm singing down on bended knee

Is everything I see a fallacy or fantasy

Is every moment of fortune covered with tragedy

Does every moment of quiet come with calamity

See the Yin and Yang the same thing with different strategies

I wish my heart was just as simple as my mind was

Look into to the future can't no metaphors define us

Give it to you straight so you can hear just what I say

And if you look into the future on the top is where you find us

Look up in the sky when I'm feeling down

Tell me what you sayin' when no one around

Trouble on my mind it's too much to count

Maybe it's just a cycle like a said before

I was raised around wolves I was bred for war

Bringing way more than what you ready for