doubting Lyrics

I never thought I'd be the one

Baby, you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted

Keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you

Forgive me for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me

I never thought I'd be the one

Who's leaving

Lift me above the blues, restore my happy mood

Cause I can't seem to get over you

You've been living in my mind for too long

To my tears I'm saying so long

How did we turn out so wrong

Feeling empty when you're gone

I tried to put a pen to paper

But the emotions come flooding out

Feel like I'm suffocating down on my words now

I don't have a famous face, don't have a stack

Bank account, don't even have a body that can work properly

I'm just trying to make it round like Monopoly

Trying to get over you, living like I used to do

Got your picture in my pocket, missing you

I wish you could stop it, I'm blue without you

It's like losing something so true

You think I'm in control of my emotions

But a deeper shade of black is where I hide

I'm actually dead inside of my life

It's a puzzle that would go unsolved

Am I lying or just denying

When I don't find anyone to confide in

I'd send a message

But I'm probably getting outbested

By a million other guys

Who want your interest, get ghosted

Just cause I'm happy we spoke

And if that's your attitude

I could probably do without you

But I still try cause one is the loneliest number

They all just think I'm something to make fun of

I never thought I'd be the one

And baby you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted

Keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you

Forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me

I never thought I'd be the one

Who's leaving

Push me around, I had enough

I'm King Kong, I'm gonna make it to the top

I'm gonna make it out of the rot

Then you'll see I'm something that can't be stopped

I'm gonna break these walls like no one has ever done before

Just like John Cena, you can't see me

The doubt and all around this is just level on ground

Gonna hunt success down like Hound Dog

Ditching the toxic, I'm the weed killer

I'm gonna stop this

I've been on this ride for long enough

I'm tired of clowns in my life trying to pull one over me

Like I'm just so easy, you don't know me

I don't battle my demons

One by one, I wipe them out

I've seen your face before

So I'm pushing you out

Goodbye my old friend

Don't expect me to play the violin

Crocodile tears flowing out

The world's a stage, just don't come crying

When it comes crashing down

The world will chew you like a Leviathan

You ain't gonna tie me in

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on you too

I never thought I'd be the one

Baby you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted

Keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you

Forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me

I never thought I'd be the one

Who's leaving